Its has been many days since I wrote anything that made even little sense. That is primarily because anything around me is hardly making any sense to me anymore. There are a number of reasons why that could be happening. I would like to share them all with you, but since last few day I have been acting kinda recluse. Closing my self every now and then. There are too many thoughts, too many to put in words. Yet I feel like writing, I feel like putting some of them down, not for you readers to read. I just want to test whether this way I can reduce their number from my head. Sounds funny doesn't it, but hey I like to experiment, and this is just one of them.
These are thoughts and so have no logical order.
Why do people cheat? Why? What wrong has the person being cheated done to be put into so much pain all the time?
If karma is the route cause of everything that happens in my life when is this going to end? Does death signify end of karma? Or is it just an end of a phase of them?
What's wrong in worshiping 'Kali'? Why do people see Her as evil? She is not. The destruction she brings along is Her nature. She only wants to help you, free you from your bondage/s.
I am shit scared about my GRE and I am not doing anything about it. Its high time I did and bloody-hell I want to perform. Is it because there is no pressure this time? I mean my last two engineering exams were given when nothing seemed right, and I was able to perform.
There are so many things I want to do as Saumitra. When will I ever start doing them? When will I start living for myself? And does living for yourself mean being selfish?
I feel like talking to the person who made my life hell. Is that wrong?
A recent article in a newspaper said that a single man cannot adopt until he is 30 whereas a woman can adopt when she is just 20. Are men so immature? And whoever said only women can look after kids? Also there's a shitty law that states there has to be an age gap of at least 21 years between a man and the child if a couple was adopting. Whoever said 21 years is a safe age gap? A girl once told me that "age makes no difference to me anymore". Shit. Utter shit.
Are only guys entitled to do the thinking? Of how they behave, how they react, what they do or even whom they are with?
If I cheat and then confess, does that make my crime less severe?
Answers to these thoughts, or even counter thoughts are not expected but if any I don't mind. As I said, these are my thoughts, whatever you add to them are yours.
Keep thinking.
P.S. : These thoughts are general and any resemblance to any of yours' or pertaining anyone in particular is merely coincidental.
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