Warning : This post is not for minors, people with a weak heart, and HYPOCRITES
It was late that evening on a summer day a few years back… An incident that I did not share with anyone for the simple reason that there was no point then. Not that there is any now. But things happen and some things remain with you all through your life. It was one of those nights.
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I was unaware that her presence in my life was this significant until that night we spent together. I haven’t mentioned her in my previous blog because she is a woman unlike any other. Yes, a woman, definitely a woman and not a girl. My first love. My last resort.
She has the strength yet she was non-conceited. Her beauty is unbridled yet her heart is untouched by it. She can be a smooth talker and a lioness at the same time. She can take you to unmatched heights and drop you to unfathomable depths. This is her story. In one night…
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It was late in the evening on a summer day and I was tired from the long submission weeks and assignment completions that dog any normal engineering student all through his student life. I was not meeting any deadlines and everything seemed piled on top my head. You know the point where you just don’t do anything and let it all go by. It was something like that. I dropped my pen, threw away my sheets, shut my p.c. and sat at my table doing nothing for what seemed eternity of peace. Suddenly I got up and left the home… went down. I knew she was waiting there. Something told me, while on the table, that she was waiting there… and she was… she had an ability… god knows where she got it… but she could bring a smile on my face the moment I saw her. And without saying a word we left the place.
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I was hungry and saw my watch… 10 pm… she gave me a look that said ‘Why worry about anything? Why worry even about hunger and time?’ This was going to be a different than any other night.
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I saw her moon kissed body, glistening and moving as we moved together. Every time we kissed, it lasted for ever. Every time we turned, she tilted her head and I leaned over her. She sighed and moaned and every time she did that, time seemed to fly by. I forgot about the world. She wanted me to. Just that moment existed between us. “Forget the girl who is not with you. It’s neither her nor your fault. Forget the times you failed, and the times you faired. Forget that you have fallen behind in the ‘rat race’, you are not a rat. Forget your friends, who were never yours, they will move on, you should too. Forget life, forget time. Remember now.” She said and let a moan saying that she was in that moment and I should be too. I was.
It was pitch dark and all I could see were her eyes. We were riding the waves of emotions, of passion, love and into that dark night with me on her. Every once a while we would stop to take a small breather before starting from where left. I held her hand tight to bring her in control and she beckoned me to lose any control that I ever had on myself. And I let things be that way for the night. The pleasure had reached to the point of no return. Such passionate love I had never experienced nor heard of. She was after all my first love.
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I held her tight, close to me, for the last time… before the sun rose and it was time for me to return. I indicated by showing her the rising sun when I noticed how beautiful she looked when the first rays kissed her naked body. The sweat shone, and she smiled, realizing I was looking at her. She signaled that we leave and we did…
After an hour we reached our destination. I stopped her… this was as far as she could come… put her in neutral, and let her idle for a minute… turned her keys to stop the engine and parked her. I left, and gave a look, thinking she would be there every day.
My first love, my Pulsar 150.
